There’s more than enough light for everybody, however, some people will never appreciate the light they’ve been given because they haven’t prepared their mind to accept their share of the light.
Forgiveness is at the heart of preparation; you’ve got to forgive everybody, including yourself for any events from your past that created negative emotions within you.
Once you’ve forgiven everybody, you’ve got to visualize them with everything you think they would like in their life. If you can’t visualize things for them, just visualize them being happy with the life they have been given because, in reality, you can’t change their lives anyway, however, your visualizations will create positive emotions within you which prepare your mind to accept your share of the light.
You can’t find the light; you’ve got to let the light find you. Some people will understand that sentence, while others will not, because they’re too busy blaming other people for their emotional state of mind.
Remember: You, and only you are responsible for your emotions.